My mind’s a cluttered mess; I keep living in my own head. I imagine scenarios and have conversations that could never happen in real life. It’s like reality is harder to face. I feel depressed and down all the time. I feel like I am an outsider from everyone. I know I relapse into feeling down a lot and feel very irrational, but to be honest I do this so much. I have anxiety attacks a lot, I panic and over-think things way too much. I don’t know how to think like a normal person.I really feel no one can understand how I feel, I’ll just be a burden to them and since I can’t be happy, it’s easier to end it all right now. What is the point of living, if you can’t feel the life?Have you ever tried to find motives for why there is a point in living?I did and i haven’t find any! I am 21 years old and one way or the other i find myself constantly alone, somehow/someway pushing people away unintentionally and constantly angry.I have spent 21 years of my life alone, in solitude, and i am seriously considering what is the point of continuing this disdainful existence I have. Do you ever feel like there’s no point in living?When u think about it it’s really pointless even the idea of friends is silly there’s just more pain to deal with and nobody really cares anyway.Becouse after all if you extend the timeline long enought you are just another person nothing more.